February 2012
156 posts
I'm going to go take a shower... wind down.
I’m going to try my best not to cut. I haven’t brought any of my blades with me.. I just need to relax, stop shaking. Stop being so upset….
You know, if the doctor is going to see my scars...
What am I afraid of? Being found out? Oh hell, if I was really afraid of that I wouldn’t have created such deep scars in the first place.
Maybe I should just let go. Maybe.
Maybe.
Resisting the urge to cut is such an unpleasant...
But I just keep telling myself; it’s only a week.
And then I can have some fun.
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One day I'll disappear. At first, everyone will...
If you lose me, it’s only because everyone is going to lose me…
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I need some advice.
At the end of the month, I have that dreaded yearly check up with my doctor. And well, if you have ever self harmed you know why it is so dreaded.
So here’s the deal. Nobody in my family knows I cut, or at least, use to cut, and I would like to keep it that way. Currently, I have a lot of scars on my thighs that I need to get rid of FAST. Right now, the ones I need to get rid of,...
